Gah School!

Oh my gosh! In history class our first reflection paper is due Thursday! How did this sneak up on me? I do have an idea of how but...Gah!! I've been busy with Biology homework for lab and lecture. On the bright side though I have the feeling things are going very well. I received a B on the exam ^_^. I've been able to keep up with our readings for history without any trouble. Sadly it is the writing portion of the class I'm behind on. I feel ashamed and sad that I always struggle to keep up with written portions of classes. It's strange and ironic really how this allows happens. Writing is on of the subjects, the activities (not to sound arrogant, there's always room to improve) that I am have some skill in, and yet I'm always behind. Mum and Dad and my closest friends tell me it is because I'm doing to much for the time I have. Tyson tells me I'm going 400 level class work in a time slot that's meant for 200 level work. I do get a sense of pride from working that hard when I may not have too, but really and with all honesty I very much wish I knew how to cut back. I try and try each term, but have yet to suceed. I really don't like getting a grade that is less than I am capable of due to running out of time...

Part of me always winces at taking a full time term, even though I'm trying to get through to the second half my degree which is good. I not very good (at all) at doing more that one thing at once. I try not to think of everything that I have to do and just focus on doing one thing at a time each day a couple times a day when I sit down to homework.