Level Fall Term--Completed Victory!
Dec. 11th, 2008 01:16 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
medievallassI'm officially finished with term--yippy! I have all my pottery collected in a box, which is sitting next to me now. I only hope it will make it through the long journey home. I stuffed lots of news paper into and around the pieces and packed them as sensibly as I knew how, I haven't noticed any shifting or clinking of clay vessels so hopefully this a good sign.
I always have my challenging paper of refugee repatriation for history 225 in, thank goodness. That paper was taking me so long I thought it would never end *phew*. As with all research papers do to me it eventually got me into a panic. I over research and always begin writing too late. Unfortunately the lack of confidence and the feeling that I haven't researched enough, even when it's the night before the paper is due, I think it is related to my OCD in the fact that it is so thick a fog in my brain the only thing I can think of is that I don't know enough about the topic and I must read more. That's all over now though, that paper is a day late sadly, but I feel pretty good about it. I never feel 100 percent sure about my papers, but I do feel sure I tried my best. I just hope I don't get a disapointing grade.
I'm so excited I don't have to come back to school until January fifth, and by then I'm pretty sure I'll be rejuvinated and ready for a new term. I so excited there are much writing and drawing I would like to do now I'm on holiday. I want to finish the little piece I working on as soon as possible, finish chapter 7 of NAL, draw a good picture of Robert for Deviantart's original character club (yay I'm a memeber), and maybe if I'm really productive (I hope so) to finish chapter 1 of the Tolvin story. The bottom line is, I need to finish some writing, I don't think I have actually finished a piece of fictional writing in a year, maybe a bit longer o_0. I think this maybe on of the keys to the reason why I feel so unconfident with my writing and I self destruct it.
Take care and my love to everyone, sorry if I haven't been posting comments much lately, I'm going to try my darnest to fix that. I'll be posting again before Christmas and Hanukkah, but just because I feel like saying so... Happy Christmas and Happy Hanukkah! ^__^ X X X
I always have my challenging paper of refugee repatriation for history 225 in, thank goodness. That paper was taking me so long I thought it would never end *phew*. As with all research papers do to me it eventually got me into a panic. I over research and always begin writing too late. Unfortunately the lack of confidence and the feeling that I haven't researched enough, even when it's the night before the paper is due, I think it is related to my OCD in the fact that it is so thick a fog in my brain the only thing I can think of is that I don't know enough about the topic and I must read more. That's all over now though, that paper is a day late sadly, but I feel pretty good about it. I never feel 100 percent sure about my papers, but I do feel sure I tried my best. I just hope I don't get a disapointing grade.
I'm so excited I don't have to come back to school until January fifth, and by then I'm pretty sure I'll be rejuvinated and ready for a new term. I so excited there are much writing and drawing I would like to do now I'm on holiday. I want to finish the little piece I working on as soon as possible, finish chapter 7 of NAL, draw a good picture of Robert for Deviantart's original character club (yay I'm a memeber), and maybe if I'm really productive (I hope so) to finish chapter 1 of the Tolvin story. The bottom line is, I need to finish some writing, I don't think I have actually finished a piece of fictional writing in a year, maybe a bit longer o_0. I think this maybe on of the keys to the reason why I feel so unconfident with my writing and I self destruct it.
Take care and my love to everyone, sorry if I haven't been posting comments much lately, I'm going to try my darnest to fix that. I'll be posting again before Christmas and Hanukkah, but just because I feel like saying so... Happy Christmas and Happy Hanukkah! ^__^ X X X
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Date: 2008-12-11 09:55 pm (UTC)Oh, and for my own nefarious purposes, could I get your mailing address, Hayley?
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Date: 2008-12-23 10:06 am (UTC)Hayley ^_^
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Date: 2008-12-12 01:47 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2008-12-23 10:07 am (UTC)Hayley ^_^
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Date: 2008-12-14 08:58 am (UTC)I hope your pottery made it home ok!
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Date: 2008-12-23 10:08 am (UTC)Hayley ^_^